I used to be sexy

I don't know what it is - maybe it's because I am reading that silly vampire book to get ready for the movie release or maybe its because I was at the gym or who knows what- but I started to think about how much I love my guy and how when we were first married - we ravaged each other, we couldn't get enough of each other- we were that couple... and then we had our baby - and things changed - and I thought I was prepared for that, EVERYBODY warned us about that- "it's different once the baby arrives" "it will never be the same" blah blah blah ... I thought we were different - I thought it wasn't us - we were so hot, so passionate about each other - how could that ever happend??? RIGHT ???
it happened - it happened before I even realized it was happening - and so today as I worked out at the gym - it was on my mind

why did it happen? is it stress, it is exhaustion, is it our current living situation being less then my ideal? What is it??? I think its a combination of these things - but I think mostly it comes down to this - I used to be sexy... maybe not to you, but to some people, including myself... I was sexy - and now when I look at myself I am frumpy, I am a mommy, I am under dressed and over stressed - I am anything but SEXY
where is justin timberlake when I need him - I need my sexy back....
so now I am on a mission to bring my sexy back - wish me luck
now I am off to clean the bathroom, do some laundry and pick up our bedroom.... sexy I know! ;)